
Just off Rush, right around Noontime.
Chicago, IL
all over the map (but mostly chicago.il.us)





Georgia's Meatloaf
1 lb oflean, twice-ground round steakthe great "meatloaf mix" that they serve up at the City Meat Market down the street -- which I think is a trifectorate of beef, ethically-vile veal, and some pork
1/2 cup of soft breadcrumbs fromhomemade whole wheat breadI had a little challah that I cubed and froze around Thanksgiving -- so I used that for my crumbs
2 garlic cloves, minced4-5 leaves fresh lovage, finely chopped(not much of a celery lover, so I left these out)
4-5 fresh celery leaves, finely chopped
1/2 onion, finely chopped
1/2 teaspoonherbsea salt
1 egg, slightly beaten
1/4 cup milk
1/4 cup home-canned tomato sauce, or high-quality commercial sauce (yeah: guess which one I opted for ;)
Preheat the oven to 350 degrees. In a large mixing bowl, combine the meat with all the dry ingredients so that they are distributed evenly. Next, lightly beat the egg in a small bowl and mix it into the meat mixture. Finally, add the milk and blend into the meat mixture. Shape the mix into a loaf and place it in a greased baking pan. Pour the tomato sauce on the top of the meatloaf. Bake for 1 hour. Slice the loaf and serve on warmed plates.
Serves 6. Or 2 & one begging cat, over two nights. Provided one of the two does not carelessly & excessively heat the loaf pan and then transfer to a cold(er) surface.
Provided that, you should do just fine.
Adopted freely once again from, you guessed it, A Painter's Kitchen: Recipes from the Kitchen of Georgia O'Keefe (girl knew how to eat)
I want to know why we started learning somewhere down the line that a president is always a clown: always a john and never a hooker. Always a boss and never a worker, always a liar, always a thief and never caught.
The kind of funeral that led one guest to remark, almost apologetically, that it "was the best funeral" she'd ever been to.
Grateful that I'm rich in family. Such a beautiful, generous, deep-feeling family.
Reminded how much ritual matters, how much music can soothe, how important it is to gather together, to remember, to cry, to tell stories. And to laugh.
Reminded how much each small kindness, of which Nini sowed so many, blooms full into fruit and scatters its seed on the wind to the far distance. Reminded how one small gift of kindness can change a life.
Reminded how much kindness, how much love, has shaped mine.
Posting by cameraphone from SFO.
Return leg to Chicago delayed, of course.



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— Wikipedia
Yes. I honor the dish.



Because you know what frugal spontaneous devil-may-care characters those terrorists are.
To their credit the TSA guys were awfully compassionate when I explained to them why my luggage was overpacked with things like framed pictures and a lovely hand embroidered shawl that still smells, even now smells (oh that it always smells) like my Nini.
Headed home. Sonoma on Friday for the funeral.
Posting by cameraphone from the Phoenix Sky-something (Harbor?) Airport.

After great pain, a formal feeling comes --
The Nerves sit ceremonious, like Tombs --
The stiff Heart questions was it He, that bore,
And Yesterday, or Centuries before?
The Feet, mechanical, go round --
Of Ground, or Air, or Ought --
A Wooden way
Regardless grown,
A Quartz contentment, like a stone --
This is the Hour of Lead --
Remembered, if outlived,
As Freezing persons, recollect the Snow --
First -- Chill -- then Stupor -- then the letting go --
— Emily Dickinson

But this morning, after rising at 3 AM and driving through the dark and the cold to board a plane that will take me to the many tears of Phoenix where my grandmother lays dying instead of the weekend of laughter long ago planned with friends; planned long before Nini -- who was expected to live to 100, hale and strong and sharp -- felt the slow ache in her back, the shooting pain across her chest, the knocking on the door of normalcy called cancer.
So this morning, of all mornings, they decide to mark me and pull me into the "special" line, call me solicitously by my last name and swab my boots and paw through my bag.
This morning I'm the enemy, and, with my exoskeleton split wide open to expose my soft underbelly, they pull me into the pen and pat me down with unfeeling hands sheathed in plastic gloves.
This morning, when all I ache for is to be held close, to remember where I end and the rest of the world begins, this morning they brush their hands unfeelingly across all my extremeties as though I'm packing malice aforethought, and then, just as they tip me past the point of tolerance (how can anyone so acutely *not see* another human being?), turn abruptly and send me on my way.
Outbound to Phoenix.
To grandmother's house we go.

Bake thepumpkinbutternut squash. Mash it up good and blend 1 cup (or 2) of squash with 3 cupschickenveggie broth and 1 cup of cream or half & half. Blend until smooth; heat but do not simmer. Season withherbsea salt and freshly grated nutmeg.
Eat it up, yum.

Coughed up the miles to score a first class seat for this roundabout to LA today (both legs in one day, returning in snowfall late tonight so I can be around for a uasability lab in Chicago tomorrow) which, as an especially wise individual recently pointed out to me, is a somewhat crazy thing to do, seeing how I was in San Francisco on Sunday and coulda just hiked down from there.
True. Coulda. Probably shoulda.
Scratch that: Definitely shoulda. But it came up at the last minute and I wasn't thinking straight.
Posting by cameraphone at 30,000 ft and frustrated that my cameraphone adds those extra few pixels along the bottom outside the range of the viewfinder because I had such a perfect Sugimoto [1] horizon line thing going.
Ah well. There's always post-production in Picnik when I get back home.
[1] will update on my return -- in the meantime the curious might want to search this blog for "Sugimoto."
secondary orality. The tendency of electronic media to echo the cadences of earlier oral cultures.
“If you examine the Web through the lens of orality, you can’t help but see it everywhere: Orality is participatory, interactive, communal and focused on the present. The Web is all of these things.”
it depends
but the lens shows
not just the surface
the levels underneath
are revealed
somebody
told me once
how optically
this was possible
I just thought
it was magic
Found in Nan Goldin's piece Camera Ready in this Sunday's New York Times Style Magazine in which she writes about her Leica.
Posting via Sidekick from the road home.
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